celebration?
i feel like a damn pin cushion. it's not even over yet. tomorrow some more. oh joy.
my family have been nothing but angels. my father, my sister and my niece. all of you, i really am not going to name you all here. my close friends. nothing short of just angels. what goes around comes around and it has come around big time in my life. the love and the help. thank you so much. karma is a good thing. it is repaid 10 fold, even though no payment was due here. i just feel so lucky and thankful. i feel so blessed.
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no red meat.
no alcohol.
no sodium (limited).
no smoking.
no dairy products (limited).
no grease, no fat.
no sugar (limited).
more veggies.
more exercise.
more veggies.
more exercise.
more poultry.
more veggies.
more exercise.
more poultry.
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how did i celebrate the good news? i purchased a package of marlboro reds of course and one V-8 juice, 650 mgs of sodium mind you. enough sodium and nicotine to blast my high blood pressure into a new day.
i have not fully absorbed the reality of it all yet or what i am going to do. i have not grasped the situation or maybe i just don't wish to acknowledge the reality of, the reality.
reality. it sucks.
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davey,
over and out.
for now.
Comments
Zoinks! That's a lot of no's!! But whew!, at least you can still have sex! Just have more of those to make up for the no's! :-)
I didn't know you smoke. Are you then thinking of quitting? If so, I'm gonna help you... Just let me know what I can do! heh!
I know, sometimes reality sucks the big one... but it is what it is, right? Sometimes when I'm down I just feel like staying in bed all day, and watch porn and... juust joking. Jerk off maybe? Well at least once! :-)
Take great care Davey. And you know you always leave such sweet msgs/comments on my blog. Thank you my dear friend. You're very kind! xoxo
Posted by: Robert | April 26, 2007 10:58 AM