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to lose 10 more pounds and to get my blood pressure around 100. i swear to god, i have a new mother. she is going to kill me.

i am not fat or over weight. i am just big with some muscles. two weeks from this thursday, to complete challenge #2. every time i walk in there, it gives me the creeps. on the scale, or strapped to a blood pressure machine. probed and prodded, every where. i wish sex were that good. maybe more sex is the clue to lose the weight?

i have to say, my new mother knows much more than i do and what she has told me works. i will lose the other 10 lbs in two weeks. then i will just fall between the cracks i suppose and die. i have to admit doctor, i have not felt or looked as good as i have these past couple of months under your care.

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i wrote someone over the labor day weekend. then i was foolish enough to bring up the past, a past he does not wish to hear or admit to. i guess he can not deal with it or accept what he did. he told me he never wants me to contact him again, ever. don't ever, ever tell me never and so i contacted you back. you have changed so much, you are not the dear best friend i have had for so many years. it breaks my heart but we know about tears, do we not? we have shed so many tears together. there is one moment that will always stand out in my heart. it was about a year ago when i got the call and you were in bed. you held me and licked the tears off of my face, the news of my grandmothers death.

the door to my heart is always open. with that i say goodbye my dear friend.