i am new
to this all. been awhile. apartment life.
she had been slugged in her left eye. and asked for my help.
they left their bird to die, their kitten i have fed. the bird and the kitten, where do I let it go?
or can i.
i can't. let it go. the screams of a women, a person. the meows of a kitten who needed to be fed. the bird that was just let go, freed from her cage but in a disastrous way. strangled and dead.
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verbal, no less physical abuse is, is not a pretty site. black and blue eyes with a greenish tint. beat up very hard but yet so tight. she tried to tell me but i did not pry even after seeing the obvious, hearing it.
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abuse, i have seen and heard it first hand. so have my neighbors, but we do nothing. they have all come to me, to be the saviour and to resolve the situation. i will try my best to.
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i must have had over 25 people ask me yesterday if i were going out. to be honest, i lost count after 25. i know the 'event' that went on last night, but it happens every month. i am not missing out on anything. plus, it all gets too weird for me. to go.
i have gone, but there are many reasons as to why i don't go. it's my fault though, having this site and also being on other sites. to have people come up to you, to think they know you, is so disturbing: "hi davey, i know you" no, you don't even know me. you see pictures here and there and you read some words. you wish to shake my hand, hug me or get down my pants.
i guess i should be flattered. i find it disturbing though.
those that are so close to me do not read this site. they have their reasons as to why they do not. they are not bad reasons, they just find it strange to read. what i write about. over the past seven years i have gotten myself into a lot of trouble with my writing. i have even had my life threatend so many times. it kind of gets old after awhile.
i guess i should be flattered.
i still find it disturbing though.
davey,
over and out.