love
i thought of you today as i awaited the x-ray from yesterday.
october 6th, a day i will never, ever forget in my life.
i waited for the results. the results were clean, no lung cancer. the liver, well i think there is hope there.
you changed my life that day. to even write about it will just put more fire into your head. you were and always will be so full of yourself. a selfish bastard. i still can't believe how self-centered and selfish you were and are.
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after i got my results #2 called. you keep saying that you love me and want a second chance. i know you too well, but i have left that door of options open.
love. it is so hard. to the person that broke my heart almost 3 years ago, i have nothing but love for you. do you remember asking me for my forgiveness? i gave it to you. i understood and i told you so. please stop with the yearly christmas presents and you can't even return a damn phone call.
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i fell into my jeep yesterday at the hospital. i called my sister. i could not stop crying after seeing my new mother, my doctor. bless her heart and i told her that. both my doctor and my sister.
love, never forgets now does it?
does love ever forget in the heart?
no it does not.
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love. do not take it for granted. please?
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Beautiful, as always. And I love calling you Davey! :-)
Cheers... to the best of health, to the matters of the heart... and to life.
Posted by: Robert | October 3, 2007 02:47 PM