it's been awhile
when i saw you at LAX, for your lay over, my heart jumped a beat or two. the circle has come two fast and over. your being there, still seems like a dream. as i have told you, i love you so much.
pictures from the past year, maybe no maybe yes, this has been my lesson in life.
from iraq to the icu, to porn stars to love. it's a very, very mad world.
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when i was in the ICU, all i thought of was you. when i stared into your blue eyes. you rubbed my arm and i called you the wrong name. yes i did. i thought it was you, but it was you.