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Once again we meet and greet.

2011-07-16T04:37:44Z

I have lost count of how many times i have seen U2. This particular concert at Angel Stadium meant the world to me, in so many ways. 6/17/2011 will forever be a part of my shallow soul. I think it was both part to be so happy to be alive and to be well enough to see my band. I am so thankful, my arrogance has been run over like gravel, in my dreams and in the Jeep.

I fucking actually made it! I was on my death bed with clergy asking me if i wished last rites. Surrounded by all that love me. Some traveling so far to see me. Imagine that, I feel so blessed. I will never take anything for granted again.

I don't believe in a God nor a Devil, nor a Heaven or Hell. For some reason, fate did not have me in the cards yet to go. So, here i stay.

I did not shoot this video but if one looks closely one will see me in all my glory.

the man with the turban of white,

2011-05-02T22:22:28Z

Osama Bin Laden, "...has finally been found and killed on sight..." The champagne and virgins are flowing red in heaven tonight!!! I can only hope that you starred into the eyes of the service member as he executed you, one bullet to the brain. It's a shame a blindfold and a dull knife were not nearby to decapitate your head and attach it to a stake for the world to spit upon!!!

Hello Darkness My Old Friend

2011-04-03T04:51:01Z

Baldsarcasm, it is nice to re-visit 'you'.

I have not read you in over a year now. I know, I know. Didn't have the time I guess.
Glad you are still here though. I see many of the idiots gave up, their shit not worth
reading I guess. Their were some worth reading and they still abound.

The last few years are a blur. Bits and pieces here and there. Two mild strokes and two grand mal seizures, about 1.5 years on disability. Other than numbness on the left hand side of my body, i made it through like a trooper.

I guess all of my sad stories came true? That is what i liked to write about, sadness. We all hurt at times, or so they say. That is what keeps the rollercoaster of life, flying on!!

Well, 2.5 months. Can't wait to see my boys once again.

much love,

davey

the beat goes on? the beat goes on!

words of advice

2010-01-11T05:13:38Z

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend upset is 1 minute of happiness you'll never get back.

happy birthday

2010-01-10T04:33:56Z

To Elvis who would have been 75, to David Bowie who is now 63. Thank you both!!

once again

2009-11-06T21:37:03Z

i have to wait until june 6, 2010 to see U2. i can and will wait, again. i guess i still have not found what i am looking for.

i have to wait until october? i can and will wait. U2 from Berlin:

2009-07-31T02:30:21Z

it's a mad world?

2009-03-23T01:08:55Z

Mad World

she said "david, you are such a beautiful person." as she rubbed my bald head.

my eyes started to filter the light in, and I blinked and i said, "where am I?"

she said, "david, you are in the hospital."

"how did i get here?" as 8 people, men and women tried and did, tie me down to the bed.

remember, what the door knobs said?

i said, "if i am staring at you i guess i am." while the bugs were flying in the room, biting me, stinging me and
the nurses coming into the icu room to calm me down, still tied to the sheets as if in my own wedding gown.

feed your head.

everybody asks me, "is there a heaven or a hell?" i am afraid not, there is nothing.

the past year continues:

"i was born to sing to you"

i had the great pleasure to turn 50. me? yes, 50 fucking years old.

it's been awhile

2009-02-15T17:27:04Z

when i saw you at LAX, for your lay over, my heart jumped a beat or two. the circle has come two fast and over. your being there, still seems like a dream. as i have told you, i love you so much.

pictures from the past year, maybe no maybe yes, this has been my lesson in life.

from iraq to the icu, to porn stars to love. it's a very, very mad world.

when i was in the ICU, all i thought of was you. when i stared into your blue eyes. you rubbed my arm and i called you the wrong name. yes i did. i thought it was you, but it was you.

Say NO to H8

2008-11-10T16:33:24Z

Join the Impact - Protest Prop 8 on November 15th, 2008

can you spare me a dime, brother?

2008-10-04T02:23:40Z

interesting times

2008-06-16T03:30:20Z

fathers day was fun, he was wearing a 'harley black t-shirt'. i just looked at my sister, gave her my look. i had to sit there with bad food and models in leather and g-strings and chaps? my sister just gave me the look back and my niece said, "i think this is not a restaurant for me."

oh well, it was great times though.

i guess my heart has finally opened

2008-05-23T18:11:09Z

everyday i think about you. every fucking day. my eyes so well up. but it is okay. your loss, not mine

your words or lack of them sent me to a shrink. you asked for my forgiveness and i gave it to you but the pain is still with me. i will never forget you.

i just smile, all i can do. IT'S a hard thing to explain.

but i open now for business

the prozac zone

2008-05-17T19:27:46Z

it's really not quite unlike the twilight zone, now is it?

how long has it been? been awhile. the death of my other dog, put me over the limit.
i am tired of death. have had enough of it.
too many in the last few years that have died.
not just pets, but family and best friends.

i walked out and blew my doctor off today.

people fucking with my mind, people fucking with love, people fucking with the truth?
it all comes around baby. does it not. it's all about friendship, is it not?
that is where my love blooms and also dying like a red rose in bloom.

i took the leaves and walked away, scattered them in a gutter. a driven gutter drain with snot and crap.

on it? i think not.

my heart goes out to so many people: family and friends. i might write again one day and show some pretty pictures. my words have moved so many people. i thank you, and my family. i love you all so much. i will
write again and i am sure it will not be pretty LOL

with that, i wish you all the best in life.

davey, over and out.

baby girl

2008-01-19T01:55:37Z

man's best friend or should i say, my best friend.

we had a good run at it punky. you never left my side for 14 years. other then to ride a roller coaster, i can't think of anything we did not do together; from the beach to the mountains to camping. the park or just running over to get your favorite, a burger king double whopper. no tomato thank you very much! just like dad, me!

you are so missed and were also so loved by so many people and also by your beloved L. (elvis, your long time companion who passed on in 2005) you passed away in your sleep, peacefully. i hope you are in doggy heaven now.

i will miss you so much and i will never forget you baby girl. thank you for everything and all your unconditional love.

davey.